Self-Awareness !


This is a long post...if dont feel like reading just alt-f4 =D

OKayy ! being 2 weeks since i start to try to slim down !...
But as many know , i was sicked for 2 weeks !
So my coach told me dont excerise ! get well first...because my cough is
getting so serious that everyone around me starting to get affected
So he just tell me to detox ! he got me this pill of his...
he got this whole jar of it at home ! -_- i wonder if he took it like 3 meals a day
its call"GNC detox pill" blah blah blah..something more or less ...
addding on , i am taking tons of fruits like never before !

1)i will sweat after i eat it , given the result , i am like sweating 24/7...
2)tend to run to the toilet more
3)slp better at night


i was like sweating for the past 2 weeks if those who was with me, will take note of
i dunno if its because of the stupid weather or what ...whatever..i am sweating LIKE HELL !
i took my weight ytd and i loss 2KG !!! WOOOooooo*clap clap clap*

hahax...i think i should be getting well soon...today didnt really cough alot
i guess its because ytd i slpt after i head straight home
slp from 8pm+ to this morning 9+
(btw i skip my 8am lesson , because i couldn't wake up )
i guess next week on i could run liaoz ! here i come ken ken ken !!

hmmm..i guess this really makes a change in my life currently
in the past i dont care whether if
it make a diff if i am what i am . But now i want to make a DIFF...hahax
dunno what moviate me
alot of things happen this few weeks...whether family ,friends , school
recently i realise i suxs at alot stuff i thought i was ok/managable in the past
maybe 人老了真的会想很多
i sucks at my studies ! my skill in cello/bass ! my cooking ! my 处世待人 ! my attitude !
so i am gonna put them all in place !

Today i consider offically step down from SPCO president post...
so i guess i will have alot of time to do the things i want !

studies-
i got into a new class this year . a class that are quite cheongster in studies
so i guess i will get back the grade i want this year will not be much problem
peer influence !

Skills-
i realise i am shit at cello/bass , wasn't much interested in them for the whole of last year...now i have more free time ! guess i could get more into "playing music" from now on ! this 2 weeks being only practicing the major and minor scales on cello ...trying to get my basic back on track !
加油!

Cooking-
okayy...this is where my real interest lies ..too busy with year 2 i couldnt do much abt this part...now i am more free ! i am going back to pastamania to work...at less i can cook !
anyway , still making food for pple makes me happy =D

My 处世待人 ! My attitude !-
i think the way i am speaking to some pple was getting more and more rude
my temper wasn't very good also recently
hmm...so i guess..
改!改!改!

kinda like a long post...okayy .. guess that's all for today ! thanks for those who read till the end !
谢谢!