Everything Seems Like Falling In Place
Wednesday, April 30, 2008 at11:50 PM
A mixture of feeling for the past 3 weeks
Fear , lonely , Short Temper . Restless
Dont Know what i am fearing . just feel kinda weird since school reopen
maybe something bad will happen to me ??...Hahax
人老了就胡思乱想。
Lonely maybe i was different class from my that bunch of 鸟人 , much of going solo this whole year 3.I still got one Bro with though, GPA 4 for this 2 sem !!...everyday go to class damn boring , everyone so solo too...hardly talk lor...but nvm , i guess this is how pple get GPA 4 ... hahax...GPA 4 for a bit of loneliness...
Okayy , if i did throw temper on anyone i came across this 3 weeks , very sorry !
piss off by alot of stuff this few weeks.dont feel like talking to anyone , i just feel like slping ...
but still i got a great bunch of frens =D , bbco/spco/birdmen/sec sch clique.So still , going co is much of the few thing i am happy abt ..! =)
I dont like to talk abt money stuff...but my very gd dad like find problem with abt money, As if i eyeing his money like that .So in the end i was so piss i just tell him i will not get a single cent from him in the future...lol.My sister say i got 骨气...hahax..because she know i could earn more then i can spent =D...my parents dunno i get "extra allownance" , only my sis know abt it ..hehex
Now i like i got no goal in what i am doing , very restless sia...maybe too much of "admin" part of co makes me feel reject towards co nowadays...sometime i so much wanna be like JOHN ! LOL...the part where "No practice , dont perform"...but too bad , i cant say that ...i still have to put u guy up even if its gonna be a shitty performance 人在江湖生不由己
Though i step down liaoz but still cant get that feeling of "admin" off sia..i just wanna simply play CO !! ARGHHH...
Seem like shan and mervyn seem to be coping better from what i see today...hope things fall into place for them asap..just hope they dont feel so stress whenever any problem comes in...
*There are more thing one ways to settle a problems*
加油 , 加油 , 加油 !!!
today after practice @SPCO , mr lee told he finally tell mr koh about "him" leaving BBCO , he didnt mention abut us moving to Hong Kah north i dont feel like listening but still have let lao shi finish the talking ...i will most likely not be going over if we are really moving . i only like this "home" of ours. Mr koh mention about should mr lee leave BBCO , do we (students) still wanna cont BBCO , as in we handle the whole BBCO , then maybe find a new conductor to take over BBCO...i was thinking " not a bad idea"...no matter what, its the places and the pple that hold alot of us back and not moving over...but still i doubt we can do it ...admin part of CO sucks !!!
我好累!我想ZZZZzzzzz
休息
Monday, April 28, 2008 at8:27 PM
啊呀!真的老了。。。今天CCA Drive就把我累垮了。老人要退休了。哈哈 ，
Diet
Sunday, April 27, 2008 at11:25 PM
Woot . starting from last week i am on strict diet.Need to get myself more "down".My dear sister promise me a trip to Japan + S$500 expenses at the end of the year i could slim down to what she think is good.. damn it ..JAPAN .. for the sake of it ..Cheong ah !!
for the past one week have being heeding the following from my fren gym instructor
*1)Only Breakfast and Dinner can be taken , Fruits for lunch !!
*2)Good Breakfast , Light Dinner ! No Supper-fruits if hungry !!
*3)2 cli of run every day - Salt Water after the run !
*4)Drink more tea ! toxify !!
So far its only this till i can get the hang of it !!
Comeon Pple !!
DIET DIET DIET !!!!
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