What i want ?
Wednesday, May 14, 2008 at12:15 AM
recently being putting up alot of fake masks
i feel so tired sometimes i dont feel like doing things
i want alot of things ! but i dont feel like doing anything
sometimes i dont even know what i am talking
facing some pple making me feel dunno what to do
even some frens i feel like i am talking alot of bullshit to them
maybe i am just bullshit to many pple
maybe fren ship was easy as ABC
but i think i just sucks at it
distrust in human relationship
guess no one really know kelvin's thinking
have anyone really heard kelvin's problem
have i tell anyone what i want
*i dunno , i dont trust human relate , maybe that's y*
guess home is also not a place which i would call home again
dont even feel like coming home
having to see that someone which i hate
growing up with belt , chairs , slippers wasn't good mermories
maybe studies is the only place i could find console in
i feel that now even Co sucks
Spco seem more like a place for me
starting to get tired of BBco
a place which hold a place in myself sometime ago
i am tired of waiting for stuff to come in and to
accomodate pple's time to get things done
waiting just sucks !
this week someone ask me
"is what u think really what ur heart want?"
i told him i dunno , i got no guts maybe
sometimes i feel inferior
tiny little kelvin that was too small for this world
i think i have alot of problems with myself
i just feel like i am a guy that sucks
hopes ken's end of the world is real
maybe this whole post are just crap
just typing meaninglessly
just venting some thought out , treat this as a crap post...
Mother's Day Special
Sunday, May 11, 2008 at11:11 AM
Sunday BBCO again , Didnt get a morning call from vivian today
she have something on never call me , instead , wanting called me
but i never wake up ! arghh
slpt like pig , hahax ... went to bbco around 930
the number of pple around is so sad
around 20 i guess , seem like CCK still having exam next week
anyway , they most likely will come back next weeek
Happy birthday jiajia !!!
combine until 12 then went to have meeting with mr koh , mr lee , mr tan
and uncle johna about the ticket and poster
further on , discuss about mr lee leaving BBCO
Mr koh start asking me so many question
i feel so stress sitting inside them
doubt anyone will stay behind after mr lee leaves
after the meeting went to west mall and find the others for lunch
while finding a place for lunch , mr lee call me again and ask me go back again
talk for another 15 mins then went back find the others
went to my aunt hse after that ! i realise i need to get my formal wear for
fri interview ! arghh...so i went to my 三表哥 hse and get his leather shoes
then i head over to my 二表哥 hse to get the belt
Went to buy a white long sleeve at tiong bahru plaza and finally got a nice blue tie from
my 表姐夫 !
Okayy !! mother's day today !! i bought a new handphone(LG KU990) for my mum !
my sis bought a LV wallet for my mum ! then with all my cousin and aunt uncle
we went to river valley eat chicken rice and with alot of other dishes! damn nice !
we all order a coconut each ! very shoik !!
tml i going to cook steak at home for dinner ! no one at home ! mum buy some steak n ask me settle dinner for myself and sis...i just decide on
"Black pepper Steak
With Celery+lecttue+tomato dice lime+oyster sauce
With fries "
sound nice
5th time i did this set ! learn this from my cousin who work in fine dine resturant
P.s:get well soon ken ! happy bdae jiajia ! get well soon vivian's mum ! wish everyone having exam get nice pretty pretty result !
at11:07 AM
Have a talk with her the other night
Same thing happen again
After so long talk again diff feeling
Feel so fren-like now
Think this way is better
Stay Strong girl !
Realise my best fren still him and him
Frens forever !
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