What i want ?
Wednesday, May 14, 2008 at12:15 AM
recently being putting up alot of fake masks
i feel so tired sometimes i dont feel like doing things
i want alot of things ! but i dont feel like doing anything
sometimes i dont even know what i am talking
facing some pple making me feel dunno what to do
even some frens i feel like i am talking alot of bullshit to them
maybe i am just bullshit to many pple
maybe fren ship was easy as ABC
but i think i just sucks at it
distrust in human relationship
guess no one really know kelvin's thinking
have anyone really heard kelvin's problem
have i tell anyone what i want
*i dunno , i dont trust human relate , maybe that's y*
guess home is also not a place which i would call home again
dont even feel like coming home
having to see that someone which i hate
growing up with belt , chairs , slippers wasn't good mermories
maybe studies is the only place i could find console in
i feel that now even Co sucks
Spco seem more like a place for me
starting to get tired of BBco
a place which hold a place in myself sometime ago
i am tired of waiting for stuff to come in and to
accomodate pple's time to get things done
waiting just sucks !
this week someone ask me
"is what u think really what ur heart want?"
i told him i dunno , i got no guts maybe
sometimes i feel inferior
tiny little kelvin that was too small for this world
i think i have alot of problems with myself
i just feel like i am a guy that sucks
hopes ken's end of the world is real
maybe this whole post are just crap
just typing meaninglessly
just venting some thought out , treat this as a crap post...
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